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A Fish Story

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Dr Constable pilots Belle 76 to Weakfish Thoroughfare, Brigantine Bay, 1976.

My first apprenticeship was at the helm of a Boston Whaler, hunting for flounder and weakfish in the back bays of South Jersey with my dad in the summers of the late 1970s. I could pilot a boat years before I had my driver’s license, and still recall my discomfort having to sit at the wheel to drive a car. I was used to standing at a center console for better balance and sight lines, and still prefer a throttle lever to a gas pedal. My dad bought the boat in 1976 and named her Belle 76 after the devastating hurricane of that year. We both took the Coast Guard Auxiliary Seamanship course at a local library the winter before launching, learning our knots, rights of way and the emergency maneuvers appropriate to our vessel, an open hull, center-console 17’ Boston Whaler Sport.

My family has always been mildly obsessed with fishing during summers on the Jersey Shore. Baitcasting from docks and rented skiffs or surfcasting on the beach, we’ve caught our share of snapper, flounder, porgie, sand shark, sea robin, king, tautog and eel, and know well the patterns of our waterways. On special occasions when I was a kid, we’d go for ‘Night Blues’ on an all-night party boat miles offshore. I’d watch the crew grind chum while we motored out- butterfish, mackerel, smelt- the fishy smell mixing with diesel exhaust in a nauseating cocktail I somehow managed to ignore. We’d watch the pre-casino shore lights of Atlantic City fade over the horizon and knew we’d arrived when the captain cut the engines and the crew made a chum slick of ground fish, sprayed over the rails with giant ladles in a greasy soup meant to attract the frenzy-feeding blues.

Into the slick we’d lay our hooks, loosely baited with chunks of the same chumfish, while the boat drifted and bobbed noiselessly in the black ocean swell, waiting for the first strike. Sometimes you’d see shiny flashes of the blues’ broadsides through the slick as they emerged in giant schools from the deep; sometimes they’d be chasing schools of squid, who’d boil to the surface in fear, sometimes darting into the night air. You knew they were starting to strike when you’d sense the frantic quiver of poles bending and hear the whirring chatter of slackened star drags spinning under a load. Most of the fishermen on board were what my Dad called ‘old salts’, so they made not a sound, stoic in their workmanlike chore as the fish flopped on board in waves along the rails. You could barely keep your hook in the water as the bluefish piled on board, filling trash cans, laundry bags and coolers to the very brim. For the majority on the boat, a good catch meant food for the family in the freezer. We’d fillet a few of the brightest from our catch, but you can only eat so much bluefish, especially the big ones, whose flesh is dark, greasy and gamy, so we’d give most away.

We ‘went for blues’ offshore several times in our Whaler, but without electronics on board or proper trolling gear, never had much luck finding the migrating schools. Mostly we were content to poke around the back bays of Brigantine and along the inland waterway drifting and jigging bucktail for flounder while hoping to hook the elusive weakfish. After a couple of summers voyaging and fishing with my dad, I earned the privilege of taking the boat out on my own, and loved taking friends and family out to our favorite fishing grounds, even if just for fun. I began to dream of an extended cruise down the inland waterway, and planned alterations to the Whaler to accommodate camp cruising. The only one I realized was also my first real wood-working project, a mahogany windscreen to shield the pilot in a headwind or foul weather. I had plans for a canvas canopy to attach to this, and for a folding ‘boom’ to support a sleeping tent, but my need for a summer job to make money for college soon trumped my boyhood dreams, and we sold the boat after a summer of its barely being used. I shifted from catching fish to cooking it, working several consecutive summers as a line cook at the island’s popular seafood restaurant into my early twenties.

Still, I’m grateful to have found wood-working through an apprenticeship in fishing and cruising with my dad, and will always pull from my training in piloting and seamanship. And I still make a mean fried fish.

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Space? Time?

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The terms ’space’ and ‘time’ leave me feeling hollow. Even when strung together in the mock highbrow space-time-continuum, the words themselves lack resonance, especially considering the ideas they represent are supposed to be the fundamental, if least understood, building blocks of the universe. The more I think about it, the more it seems possible that neither exist at all and that the words trap us into a narrow way of thinking; that the words are merely proxies for something else altogether.

I suggest we abandon the words space and time until someone can prove their existence, and make a fresh start by coming up with a new explanation, hopefully one with a more prosaic name.

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Wood/Bank/Barn

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A barn full of beautiful wood, carefully laid up to dry, is better than money in the bank.

I’ve never really studied economic theory, but imagine there’s an odd relationship/kinship between miserliness and greed. Suffice it to say I learned firsthand over the past week how one might give way to the other, in predictable order.

In the course of single-handedly stacking over 1000 board feet of premium wood I had recently milled, aided only by gravity, levers and rolling bars, I loaded my barn and felt a sense of pride bordering on prosperity. I’ve never been interested in money or accumulation, but the simple act of loading the barn with my own hands shifted my perspective. My new pile of wood drying in the barn might as well be bars of gold, and will likely increase in value at an exponentially greater rate.


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Suddenly

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A glimpse of the deck and cockpit of ‘Suddenly’, our 1978 Hunter 25 sailboat.

Suddenly is the name of our new sailboat, a 1978 Hunter 25 docked at a convenient slip in the Berkeley Marina. The boat is aptly named, for like so many things worth the wait, no matter how well-reasoned and researched the quest, the decision to take the plunge often happens quite suddenly. We’ll be using her as an urban extension of the wowhaus studio, as a family sailing lab for excursions on the Bay and into the Delta, a place to meet with friends and clients and as a tiny apartment for the occasional overnight.

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The cabin is ample but minimal, and sleeps five in spartan comfort.

Most significantly, Suddenly will function as a kind of muse for the wowhaus studio and our ever-increasing range of work in art and design in the public sphere. As we continue to build out our studio compound on the rural Sonoma Coast, our over-lapping projects require a near constant flow of new ideas. Experience has taught us that in order to maintain focus and to keep things fresh and fun, sometimes innovation requires a muse.


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A Picnic Adventure

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We launched our boats in a lingering morning fog.

Some days just call for a picnic, and some picnics call for adventure. So went my thinking when I invited my friend Cal to join me on my favorite six mile paddle down Estero Americano to a remote beach on an unseasonably warm day in late February. Like so many intrepid leaps into what lies beyond, ours began at the end of a dirt road, where we launched our boats in a lingering morning fog.

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The rugged shore at the mouth of the Estero, looking towards Bodega Head.

The day warmed as the fog lifted and the slough opened up. We bucked a strong headwind on the last leg and beached our boats to find the waterway’s mouth closed to the Pacific despite the high tide. Finding shelter from the wind in the dunes, we spread our picnic on scraps of driftwood and enjoyed a delicious repast of boiled duck eggs, salami with cheese, olives and walnut bread, finished off with apples and strong tea with honey. Weary from the long paddle, we laid on our backs in the sand and watched the gulls drift by in the wind and a solo hawk hover uncannily still.

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We used our paddles as sails on the journey home.

With a strong wind at our backs on the voyage home, we were able to use our paddles as sails for long stretches. Our plan was to find a protected cove on the way to stop to try a little drawing and painting, but the wind was too persistent so we opted for an early return.  I look forward to breaking out the art supplies next time, but was happy enough to have the company of an old friend on real picnic adventure.

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Destination: Boredom

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Sure enough, I saw a few egret and chased a flock of bufflehead six miles to the coast when I paddled the navigable length of Estero Americano the other day, but saw no sign of coot, loon, mergenser, pelican, scaup, hawk, heron or grebe. The fact is mid-February is a relatively dormant time along the Sonoma Coast despite the recent fair weather and early arrival of spring, and most migrations have been made.

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With a light wind at my back on the outbound journey, I tested my paddling skills for a while by trying to sneak up on a floating flock of bufflehead a few hundred yards off my bow. They’d inevitably start, take off to windward and fly overhead before circling around for a water landing about a quarter mile further down the slough. With no other diversions I teased the birds for a few miles until the Estero opened up and I took a break from paddling to just drift on the current I felt tugging the boat as I neared the shore on the outgoing tide. I was sailing now, and shifted my gaze to the water itself, which seemed motionless, my boat in sync with wind and tide.

Knowing I’d have a tough return paddle, I spent the remaining outbound leg drifting, thoughtlessly steering the boat and staring at the water, lost in a reverie of pure boredom. I let myself be hypnotized by the stillness of the water, the boat’s gentle bobbing and the slowly amplifying fade of pounding surf as I neared the beach.

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It’s a rare delight to find oneself in a state of genuine boredom these days, and I had forgotten how it frees the mind. After drifting for about an hour, I found I could generate mild hallucinations by staring out at the water with unfocused eyes. The constant motion of glassy waves reflecting the surrounding land and sky animated my daydreaming, like falling asleep but remaining awake. It’s kind of funny to rediscover boredom while seeking stimulation, but refreshing to know it’s still possible; Destination: Boredom, an apt motto for exciting times.

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I was greeted by some curious cattle upon my return to the flats where I launched.


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Foam Studies 6

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